The Queen

I am so Paranoid right now. I couldn't close my eyes peacefully. and it's all because of a parcel. Seriously I don't know when it is going to be delivered! and the thought of someone knocking the door with me not noticing it is so annoyingly irritating. I hope the postmen are somewhat not timid and shy. I hope he will knock the door till someone answer even though it took all his strength. and I hope my parcel will arrive to give me a peace of mind! I should just do the registered posting. Urghh..

Have you pictured yourself in a movie and use the plot and scripts as a guide to solve your crisis similar to the movie? Or you said to yourself, "That how it should goes... She supposed to said that, He supposed to do that...Etc etc" Well let me tell you an ugly truth, its all Bullshit. That's not reality. Or at least in didn't occur in my case. That's why movies are so perfect, it is all planned. Even reality shows have directors. In reality, we don't really have the opportunity to have it all perfect. Nothing is. We only sees what happen in our eyes. We don't get to judge. In a movie, somehow or rather the actors/actress would know what the other actors/actress were doing, depending on the storyline. and You get to judge because you see the whole picture. So the next time you see a movie, be critical. Don't be gullible and believe whatever you have been told. Ohk now I feel so pessimistic.

School is starting in 2 weeks and I haven't start on my homeworks yet. Truth is I don't even feel the itch to start any at this very moment. I still have the guts to have social plannings when my true priority is assignments, that's what supposed to be. But what I feel right now is, I need to do some catching up with friends. No fret, I will get my work done by hook or crook. Instincts. I seriously need to finish off my work this week. That's what I told myself. So more meet up next week! Fortunately my school starts second week of Jan.

This day was awesome! Romantic Firdaus took all the trouble to cook me lag-sane, mini pizza and wedges. Besides that, he also bother to wake up extra early to prepare the stuff and bought the neccessary things. I guess I had a fun evening and a wonderful birthday celebration. Lying under the night sky cuddling with my better half. Likha Syg Fir :)

I woke up with a clueless mind the on the afternoon of the day. Why meet at woodlands? So far! Little did I know that they were planning something for me. Point: I don't like the green thing! haha.. I reached woodlands 2hrs late. and I pity those who reach at the spot waiting for me. Nah! The point is I am so touched! It was an ultimate surprise. They really took the time to prepare for my surprise birthday party! Thanks Nits, Farah, Shah, those Baking elf for helping Farah and Nits, Mangai and Firdaus! It was a surprise to find BF at BTP! I love you guys.

It's my birthday in two days time and I am excited! This is the very first year that I have lots of plans of my own. I know that I demand some things from some people - mostly Farah, Nits and Firdaus. Wednesday will be with Nits and Farah and some other people whom I do not know who. She is tight-lip and refuse to even give a hint. Except a suspicious Smile. I am having a mixed feeling about it. 1st, Touch cause its sweet for them to even plan something for me. 2nd, I am afraid if I will be prank. So before they plan anything nasty, I demand that nothing dirty will happen and I would not be embarrass publicly. Bossy. Yeah, I know but then its my birthday, I have the right to demand! haha..

Picnic with Firdaus is next on my list. I really hope it turned out great. I admit it wasn't really surprise for me since I was involve in the planning. Anti-climax. But I did rather be the one involve and besides it would really take a load off Firdaus. Ohk not that much. Since he would be cooking and picnic main dish is the food. The appetizer and side dish isn't really that important but its absence would make it less interesting.

Ohk after typing all this, I think I am demanding. I admit it. But then again, its my birthday afterall and I am the Queen on that day! But then, thank you friends and BF for wanting to make it happen. Oh I forgot to add, will be celebrating my birthday with Jimmy too. Been delaying his present since god knows when.